I met a girl thought arranged marriage, it's been a 2 week we are talking on vcall and message all day. Abd we like each other a lot. Our thinking match a lot. Sometimes i feel she is understanding me properly and it will be the best relationship for me. She said that she has been 6 to 7 relationship and she was physical with them all along in her past but she will be loyal and devoted to me. Other side I've never been to any kinda relationship in my past and I was focusing on my career and I achive a lot. To be honest I am not able to digest that she was with 7 to 8 guys in proper physical relationship in last 10years. And now she want to settle with me. She is not bringing anything on table other than understanding and look. And I am bringing he'll lot of money, look and understanding. Only thinking killing me is she was with 7 to 8 guys. I didn't meet her yet, we talked a 2 week now family asked to meet an finalize the but look wise I like her but this point is not going away from my mind. I'll be the 9th guy and what she will look after 10th and 11th guy? What should I do?

Dear Sir, I did my BTech from a normal engineering college not very famous. The teaching was not great and hence i did not study well. I tried my best to learn coding including all the technologies like html,css,javascript,react js,dba,php because i wanted to be a web developer But nothing seem to enter my head except html and css. I don't understand a language which has more complexities. Is it because of my lack of experience or not devoting enough time. I am not sure. I did many courses online and tried to do diplomas also abroad which i passed somehow. I recently joined android development course because i like apps but the teaching was so fast that i could not memorize anything. There was no time to even take notes down. During the course i did assignments and understood the code because i have to pass but after the course is over i tend to forget everything. I attempted a lot of interviews. Some of them i even got but could not perform well so they let me go. Now due to the AI booming and job markets in a bad shape i am re-thinking whether to keep studying or whether its just time waste. Since 3 years i am doing labour type of jobs which does not yield anything to me for survival and to pay my expenses. I have the quest to learn everything but as soon as i sit in front of the computer i listen to music or read something else. What should i do to stay more focused? What should i do to make myself believe confident. Is there still scope of IT in todays world? Kindly advise.