Exhausted, Aching and Stressed: Ratika's Journey to Feeling Better

I am 41 yrs old. almost one and half year back when i was alone for 2 months because my family went abroad, I started feeling differently and uncomfortable. Suddenly i use to go out of my home and feel like something will happen to me. When visited MD doctor, few tests were done and almost all the tests were normal. When i explained the doctor about my status and feeling he said it is anxiety. he prescribed some medicines but i did not take those for more than 2 days. When my family came back, i was ok and almost forgot whatever happened to me. but after almost 8-9 months i got fever for only one day but that condition started again and i use to feel the same. As of now also i am not comfortable always. For sometime i am ok then that feeling will come again and my body will be like without energy and becomes very soft. I was so healthy till one and half year back but as of now if people will see me they can not make out that i am not ok but my health is not stable. kindly suggest me something

I have lot of health problems like No sleep from past 8 years Always feeling weak, anemic , restless and bed ridden state with body pains Not able to eat any food feels discomfort all the time, Uneasiness always and tooo much suffering hardly able to convey in words Not moving at all, no exercise because it is difficult and time not able to follow Not able to go outside at all feels always collapsed and addicted to phone to avoid everything not able to focus, always is discomfort , restlessness I am forgetting, memory loss and Blankness . Not able to remember or give attention to details Not able to stand or be independent or carry basic daily routine , Most of the time motion sickness Please request you to advice. It's been worse day after day pls help