Hi i am a neet aspirants due to some reason i couldn't crack neet in my third attempt all support to go for fourth attempt but i don't know why i feel so guilty like i am fool not being able to clear it is cracking at four i will be a loser as 20 age is to much to go medical college as my family says it doesn't matter just go on but i don't know how to convence myself can you please help

Hi i always wanted to be a doctor so i tried to crack neet but my parents not allowed to do drop so along with bsc i am prepared for neet but at last do to both college and neet exam come together i tried hard eventually score higher then previous attempt but didn't able to give my hundred percent now i will. Be 20 in in next four months also in last year of bsc though i never really paid intrest to bsc i always scored high in it but i always wanted to crack neet now i feel like failure ,started self doubt ,spent days just on crying can't decide one what i want while everyone go ahead i feel like stuck i am losing my confidence ,intrest in life i see no hope now can you guide me as each day feel like suffering all say they are supporting me do whatever you want but i feel very low i started doubting myself please tell me something

Hi mam i give neet with partial drop three times i always wanted to be a doctor in my whole family my brother and sister get their desired colleges i am not jealous of them but i sometimes feel neglected then i worked hard on my dreams as at my third attempt as i give at three months before it my final exam of college of other subject start i can't even quit that because i fear my family disappointment then i didn't able to give my 100 fully that makes me satisfied i feel so depressed that i didn't have courage to check marks while everyone is celebrating their success i feel lost can't i feel complete one good dream for myself all my family support me to do whatever you want but i can't decide i feel like tragiec the faith all i have put in myself feel like useless i crave to be success do something for my own but i can't known that such thing occur unexpectedly i feel depressed and my family think i am just doing because to gain their attention ,i keep unnessary exceptions from me ,is it crime to keep big dream althought i worked hard but it didn't take outi feel like lost all how can I get up and achieve something feel proud of myself