hy i am neha. in 2018 i have completed my 12th after that i have done b.sc and after b.sc i took two years gap for gov prep , but i didnt able to clear any exam and after wasting two years i took admission in b.ed. i completed my b.ed in 2025. i took admission for m.sc in very good university but canceled my admission due to financial problem and i took admission nearby college. i am not finding this college good beacuse no classes no practical nothing cheating etc. i dont know what to do now. during my gtraduations i havent prepare for any exam. now i am thinking i should preparre for iit jam for m.sc but i dont think i can. i stay with my parents and they used shout on me everyday even for single thing. i feel like i have wasted my whole life and should die.

Ans: Hello,
first of all, you need to calm down & settle down your negative thought process. At least you are clear & honest enough to admit your mistakes. That's the first step towards success.

Decide your goal & make a road map to achieve it. Follow it diligently & avoid distractions that come along the journey. If you are unable to control your negative thoughts seek professional counseling. All the best.

Ans: Attempting JEE Without knowing Basics is Joke. Discuss with your peers, parents and teachers and decide career as per ur choice , competence. Banking is other good option

Ans: It’s clear you’ve been through a lot, and your journey reflects both your persistence and the challenges you’ve faced. You started as a strong student, but a lack of guidance, financial issues, distractions, and health struggles affected your performance. Despite setbacks, you didn’t give up. You appeared for JEE multiple times, cleared 12th again through NIOS, and even qualified WBJEE, though with a modest rank. Missing exams in your fourth attempt has added to your stress, and health issues like migraine, anxiety, OCD, and depression are also weighing you down. Right now, instead of only focusing on what went wrong, it may help to stabilize your health first, seek proper medical and mental health support, and then plan a realistic path forward in engineering, whether through state-level colleges, private universities, or alternative technical fields. You still have options, but your well-being must come first. Here are some realistic alternative routes for you to still pursue engineering despite the setbacks: (1) State & Private Colleges (Management/Direct Admission) (2) Diploma to Degree (Lateral Entry) (3) State-Level Exams like Odisha JEE, Maharashtra CET, COMEDK, etc., still possible (4) Deemed Universities & Distance Options (5) Parallel Technical Careers (If you prefer a faster route, i.e., B.Sc. Computer Science, IT, or BCA, then go for MCA/M.Tech)

My suggestion: Don’t waste another year dropping. Choose a private or state-level college this year (through WBJEE counseling, direct admission, or management quota) and start your B.Tech. Once you enter college, you can focus on learning, internships, and building a career instead of being stuck in exam cycles.

Good luck.
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