Java Full Stack Developer with 6 Months .NET & 1 Month React Experience Seeks Career Advice

Hello Sir/Madam Iam 35 years of age and pursuing Company Secretaries course since 2013 reached upto 75% and now I am in the finals.When I was in school I loved arts and studies both, and opted for the career of CS.But, because of some unavoidable issues couldn't clear the finals now Iam married since 2021,and very much confused whether to pursue CS or Arts as my love for both is equal and when I select arts I miss CS and when I select CS I miss arts.In school times I won many prizes in Arts and didn't took classes for any of the arts but won state level prize in writing and painting,and lost merit list in 12th Boards exam just because of 2marks.I was a good student too now I am really very much confused as I have no career at all,I am jobless since 2013, continuously trying for job but dont get any.Kindly guide me Iam in the state of delima.

I have completed my civil engg from reputed govt college in 2016 and after that I went for gate coaching i got 35 marks in gate 2017. (I know this is not my best I can do better). After that I started preparing for technical govt exams. After one year some of my prelims were missing by .25 marks 2 marks that time I gave up. And started doing site internship to start my own civil engg consultancy firm. But I got one opportunity to do job as lecturer in polytechnic college so I started doing job at polytechnic college. After 6 months again I started doing studies and cleared mains of state 2019 PSCs Assistant engg. And missed rrb je post by 2 marks in mains. After that exam corona came and I couldn't keep myself on the track and one year again wasted. In 2021 March I have started preparing for prelims and cleared prelims and for mains exam I joined one online class named super 40 and already half syllabus was over at time.of joining so I started watching lectures and as lectures were lengthy and so much lectures were there so I couldn't do revision properly and I lost my self confidence due to that coaching and it was totally waste of money. Again that time it was time everyone was saying do software classes to get job and many of mine friends done those classes so I also joined one to get job and successfully wasted another 6 months. I don't know what to do now. I still feel that If I can study for another 5/6 months I can clear rrb je. In between I got offer of 25k per month as site engineer I denyed that. It's been 8 years since my degree and still. unemployed. Please help me out.

I am 23 old live in Kolkata, actually I was pursuing my graduation ( B.A ) back then . I would have been graduated by 2022 but I got a backlog in 2 sub , then I dropped out from college, meanwhile I tried multiple job like in multiple companies in job like customer service representative , content moderation , translation , but I left everywhere with in 2 & 3 months , so I realised that I can't do desk job , I hate corporate, so now I am confused about my life what should I do

i done my b.com from kanpur in 2018 after that i took 2 yrs drop to prpare CAT Exam but sadly I got very less marks inspite of studying day and night and than I thought to took admission in tier3 college in Greater noida instead of wasting 1 more year but sadly after completing MBA in Marketing stream I also took loan of 4 Lakh for same but Sadly I did'nt got placement in college in 2022, then I decided to return To kanpur and search Job there because it requires additional accommodation cost outside city to search job there but Sadly I didn't get job there since there is very less oppurtunitiies so in 2024, I decided to move to noida city to search job but Sadly here I am getting only 10-15K job in BPO sector even Class 12th passout also getting the same, I realise I wasted 8 years in collecting degrees have no use. I am also in DEBT of 4lack, That i took to finance MBA course, What should i Do????