What Should I Do After Failing NEET 2024 With 360 Marks?

Sir I wrote neet exam and did not score well by doing partial drop in btech biotechnology and when I was in 2nd sem I got detained due to lack of attendance and after neet 2024 my life turned into traumatic situation by sitting at home and my parents are worrying about me . When I was starting my inter pandemic was there and studies got disturbed and my father have taken admission in inter college which was 30km from our house , so he thought there will be no offline classes and at middle of my 2nd year college started to take offline classes, by doing up and down I used to get tired and I didn’t care my health and got health issues after that my life got worse because my father had undergone eye cataract surgeries due to diabetes and that situation made in me to become doctor after giving even 3 attempts I am not expecting mbbs seat, and even I consulted doctor he gave me sleeping pills to get sleep and this neet 2024 exam is most traumatic experience in my life and looking for settle down fast and earn money to stabilise our financial situation, please give me advice

Hello, i really have a serious issue regarding my studies as i am 24 yrs now and gave NEET 4times and i am still preparing for nxt year 2025 but at the back of my mind i am really tensed what if the same thing repeats in the neet 2025 also like paper leak and all, So now i am confused that should i take a full drop or partial drop. The mental pressure is really hitting hard and also its almost been 4years that i am still 12th pass only and my classmates have already completed their college and some are flight attendant and earning well, So this all things just hits so hard and also the hope in parents eyes as my father is already proud that i studied science so i would definitely become doctor. I wasted a lot of money in pg and coaching (fastrack) and this all things are hitting so hard that i really feel sad and have no ways to go.