Should I Try for a Work Stint Abroad? I'm Single, Introverted & Jealous of My Colleagues

Hi Anu, I am a 40 years old single guy who is into software development at a MNC and I work from home 5 days a week. No dependent parents as well as they've expired. I tend to get jealous when I hear of people in my company going abroad for work. I had been to US once for 2 weeks around 16 years ago. I hardly mixed with people during my stay there. I always find people in the US very fake and they laugh at stupid jokes amongst themselves and sort of look down upon Indians and do not include them. I'm an introvert anyway, barely know my neighbours in the same building well enough. I do not have any loans and I don't really spend much (5% income expenses, remaining I invest in stocks or MFs or FDs). I also feel women in US or Europe or Australia are more liberal when it comes to sex, so it is easier for me to get laid as compared to India. There are stripclubs and nude beaches too in these countries. I've never been in a relationship and have slept with just 2 call girls so far in India. I've recently been diagnosed with diabetes too and so my erections are not strong enough like they used to be. I am not very good at buttering bosses. My command over English is good but I do not sound assertive at times, my bosses say you do your work well but you need to be more vocal and highlight your work too. Keeping all these points in mind, should I try for a long term/short term stint abroad through my company and approach my boss for the H1-B/L-1 visa or UK work permit or Australian visa or just occasionally visit these countries once a year? I don't know cooking so not sure how I'll manage abroad all by myself. Please guide me, I'm super confused.