I'm 20 years old, and currently in college 1st year, and I always been hesitative in every situation whether it's asking questions to teachers or giving answers, or when my life gives me a chance, i ruin it again and again by saying "if my future is darkness so be it" . Especially when it come to case of girls. Many times I have got the chance where i had got that girl which i liked or maybe i can atleast talk to other girls, but I always hesitated and now I have come at the point where it's just feel ... "seeing that girl which i like, talking to another" just hits different and all my work and my studies going like down and down. But still ,I encourage myself by saying that, 'okay,..'tommorrow we will try..' but next day same. I'm just fuc*ing stucked.. help me..